I'm 17 years old and I got ADHD,OCD, anxiety,etc. I also got terrible communication skills so I'll probably suck at explaining what I mean but anyways, idk if it's because of my disorders,but I absolutely fucking hate school, I got crazy ass thoughts every day and every night, and I'm so goddamm drained of all energy whenever I go,and when I don't my life is utter shit because of the anxiety which makes no sense because nothing bad really happens to me like I'm not beaten to death (although I was physically harassed till like last year and I'm over it now,so much that noone can touch me now, atleast that's what I tell myself but this is NOT the cause to my problems or maybe it is),I got zero confidence, and whenever I'm away from school for days and I don't have to worry about my attendence and how I'd be mentally mauled to death,my confidence does a 180 and so does my life,I tried explaining to my parents but god damm they are fucked,they say I should man up and face my problems,and that whenever I talk about online school I'm running away,and eventually one day I'll have to face them. I don't understand... am i running away? Are they right? Should I do online school or is that just the little guy inside me who wants to desperately stay in my comfort zone (words of my dad)? Or is there actually something wrong with my mental health?
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I'm 17 years old and I got ADHD,OCD, anxiety,etc. I also got terrible communication skills so I'll probably suck at explaining what I mean but anyways, idk if it's because of my disorders,but I absolutely fucking hate school, I got crazy ass thoughts every day and every night, and I'm so goddamm drained of all energy whenever I go,and when I don't my life is utter shit because of the anxiety which makes no sense because nothing bad really happens to me like I'm not beaten to death (although I was physically harassed till like last year and I'm over it now,so much that noone can touch me now, atleast that's what I tell myself but this is NOT the cause to my problems or maybe it is),I got zero confidence, and whenever I'm away from school for days and I don't have to worry about my attendence and how I'd be mentally mauled to death,my confidence does a 180 and so does my life,I tried explaining to my parents but god damm they are fucked,they say I should man up and face my problems,and that whenever I talk about online school I'm running away,and eventually one day I'll have to face them. I don't understand... am i running away? Are they right? Should I do online school or is that just the little guy inside me who wants to desperately stay in my comfort zone (words of my dad)? Or is there actually something wrong with my mental health?