I don’t know what to do am I wrong and is this classed as cheating ?
Please help me !!! I am in desperate need my partner broke up with me yesterday because he saw that I text my ex saying can we talk …
Now a back story me and my current partner / ex have been arguing for months and it him being insecure arguing he is also addicting to cocaine to that emphasises the arguing because he gets super paranoid ….
Now I have always been loyal to this man thick and thing even when he called me the nastyest of names said that he was going to cheat on me and to drop down dead ….
Now I think what makes it hard was I was pregnant with another man’s child when I started seeing him and he said it was fine and it don’t bother him ( baby dad was a one night stand ) between my ex and him …. Now me and my ex we would of been better of as friends but when I first started seeing my current partner I said to him look we need to stop messaging because I met this guy I really like and out of respect for him I don’t think it fair that we message so much …..
Anyway too the story one day 6 days before giving birth we was arguing and he was telling me to drop down dead before I do it for you I’m shagging my baby mum behind your back your nothing but a slag who would put up with you …. And I was having a serious mental health crisis and I text my ex saying can we talk I blocked him straight after I sent it ….
Anyway he had asked me since this he think I still talk to him and want to get back with him …. It’s not that I wanted to talk to him that day genuinely the weight of the world was on me I was 6 days before giving birth and was so depressed and felt like doing myself in …..
He found the message and split up with me …. And said you have done this to me …. Now I’m deversated because I love him I gave him a car for free and and I’m so much debt from his living and his drugs and I gave him everything ….. to the point of on my ars ……
Can someone please tell me am I in the wrong.
And please advise me what to do next because I hurt I hurt so badly ….. because I get called horrible things everyday .
Would you class this as cheating seeing he was always insecure about the man but I know that I would never get back with him .
Am I in the wrong ?
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