u/Complex_Issue_5986

I'm an Asian woman 4'11 , more of a pear shaped body and i just hate myself sometimes. I'm beautiful, intelligent, independent, humourous, understanding, Calm, ambivert, rational about life. But whenever i find myself in a dating kinda situation it just sinks my confidence I'm suddenly the most insecure person. Because I'm freaking small and i feel why would any boy want a girl who looks like a Kid around him. How do I cope with this insecurity. Sometimes i feel so dark and depressed because of this. And most of the time i cut myself all connections and try not to talk him because of my height, I don't wanna hear this from anyone else and feel more embarassed and then feel like dying.

I've editor access, but my edit history isn't showing in the cell "show edit history" section. My manager is shouting at me that I've not updated the sheet but idk why my edit history isn't updating and person who updated before me there history is intact.

I've 4 yrs of experience in SEO and last 2.5 year was in house, it's been 1 month I've joined my new agency role, and I'm already feeling falling behind the pace & so under confident. I don't have the complete context of things and they behave like you haven't completed the task. Work i'm enjoying and trying to learn Asap but people here ...ugh!

how i should handle this...any serious pratical tips?