u/Complete_Set3674

I am 21f living in a metro city, and unfortunately, I've had a bad history of losing friendships in the past, so now I don't have any friends. I stay in my room all day, I'm unemployed, and not even that pretty. I had huge dreams of having a good life where I'll be enjoying life, travelling with family and friends, but I think reality stays different for people like us!! I can't go out alone as my parents ask, with whom am I going? I feel too isolated sometimes. I don't blame anyone; it's my fault only, as my own luck is pretty weird. I pity myself and cry every other day; this loneliness sucks!

I'm a guitarist myself, but I'm so shocked to see that every other person on Instagram is trying to be a music creator, they are singing via autotune, playing basic chords, and pretending to be cool af. It demotivates me so much that I'm not even able to create good content, because no likes hahaa!! seems like India is flooded with musicians, leaving no space for people like me who really want to do something in this field or follow their passion:))