my boyfriend left me & i can’t cope
i ran away from home bc my bf broke up with me 3 days ago and hasn’t said a word to me or picked up the phone or anything and has had me blocked for two days now. These two days feel like literal hell, i lashed out on family and on friends which i have never done before and I’ve been begging for him to take me back but he won’t respond to me. usually he would be the one calming me down when i start splitting but he’s gone and with just two days of me losing my mind my family has already given up on me and say they aren’t going to talk to me or deal with me because i keep screaming at them but he always dealt with me he always calmed me down and told me he loved me and that we’d get through this i don’t know what the fuck to do he saw all the worst parts of me which i had never shown anyone before and he still ended up leaving me i just want to finish living my family was holding me hostage in my house and i stormed out to my car and ended up driving to a city 4 hrs away with no money and no plans i just feel so hopeless and worthless and now im four hours away from home and single
any advice is welcome