u/Competitive_Poem2906

I have always had regular period. At the end of February I moved country and started living alone, I got my period the next week after moving but that was the last one.

One day, a week before my first missed period, I got cramps but that was it.

I'm fucking freaking out because I don't even have male friends and I've gotten out at night once and was with coworkers all the time, including the walk home. and by that time i had already missed one.

So I know the probability of me having had sex and remembering absolutely nothing about it are extremely thin, I also know it could be because the lifestyle changes or because my mother thyroid problems are finally manifesting but my mind is replaying the what if on loop and it's getting me more a more scared because what if

I know that after traumatic experiences you can forget that it happened but I should have had any kind of sign, no? And I never suspect anything happened until the date of my second period was approaching

I'm so scared and I literally have no one to talk to I won't be able to go to the doctor until mid June (it's may 1) but I'm so so fucking scared, what if something that I don't remember happened to me? I don't want kids, I don't want to drop out of college

I really am so scared and I'm afraid that until I go to the doctor and get my blood test results or my period comes I won't stop fearing, I'm really scared of telling this to anyone that know me and I definitely can't go and tell my mom I haven't had my period in 60 days.

I'm so scared that I thought a couple of times about buying a pregnancy test but that scares me even more because what if it comes back positive

Please help

I have always had regular period. At the end of February I moved country and started living alone, I got my period the next week after moving but that was the last one.

One day, a week before my first missed period, I got cramps but that was it.

I'm fucking freaking out because I don't even have male friends and I've gotten out at night once and was with coworkers all the time, including the walk home. and by that time i had already missed one.

So I know the probability of me having had sex and remembering absolutely nothing about it are extremely thin, I also know it could be because the lifestyle changes or because my mother thyroid problems are finally manifesting but my mind is replaying the what if on loop and it's getting me more a more scared because what if

I know that after traumatic experiences you can forget that it happened but I should have had any kind of sign, no? And I never suspect anything happened until the date of my second period was approaching

I'm so scared and I literally have no one to talk to I won't be able to go to the doctor until mid June (it's may 1) but I'm so so fucking scared, what if something that I don't remember happened to me? I don't want kids, I don't want to drop out of college

I really am so scared and I'm afraid that until I go to the doctor and get my blood test results or my period comes I won't stop fearing, I'm really scared of telling this to anyone that know me and I definitely can't go and tell my mom I haven't had my period in 60 days.

I'm so scared that I thought a couple of times about buying a pregnancy test but that scares me even more because what if it comes back positive

Please help

I'm 20 and as far as I know I havent had sex in my life but my period is 60 days late, so I'm freaking out.

I have always had regular period. At the end of February I moved country and started living alone, I got my period the next week after moving but that was the last one.

One day, a week before my first missed period, I got cramps but that was it.

I'm fucking freaking out because I don't even have male friends and I've gotten out at night once and was with coworkers all the time, including the walk home. and by that time i had already missed one.

So I know the probability of me having had sex and remembering absolutely nothing about it are extremely thin, I also know it could be because the lifestyle changes or because my mother thyroid problems are finally manifesting but my mind is replaying the what if on loop and it's getting me more a more scared because what if

I know that after traumatic experiences you can forget that it happened but I should have had any kind of sign, no? And I never suspect anything happened until the date of my second period was approaching

I'm so scared and I literally have no one to talk to I won't be able to go to the doctor until mid June (it's may 1) but I'm so so fucking scared, what if something that I don't remember happened to me? I don't want kids, I don't want to drop out of college

I really am so scared and I'm afraid that until I go to the doctor and get my blood test results or my period comes I won't stop fearing, I'm really scared of telling this to anyone that know me and I definitely can't go and tell my mom I haven't had my period in 60 days.

I'm so scared that I thought a couple of times about buying a pregnancy test but that scares me even more because what if it comes back positive

Please help

PS: to all of you that are telling me to get a test, do you really think something could have happened to me, or you just say that so I see a negative result and calm my anxiety?

PSS: Could it be important that I'm doing a thesis? I mean don't feel worried about it but I have the presentation in 5 weeks

EDIT SATURDAY 1723: I'm returning home with 2 test, I'm really really scared and at the same time surprised at myself because I know I havent done anything so I cannot be pregnant.

1801: one line in both test, thank you to all of you. I wouldn't had been able to buy it without all of you