Interesting thoughts about my ex AITAH
Current situation M25, F26. We have been living together for 3 years. I left my ex for her. I was studying in another country Covid and so on was alone. This current girl entered my life very strangely. Texted me and start speaking all this crazy stuff that a medium told her we should be together and so on. It was on and off for one year. But I never stopped thinking about her. Fast forward we started going out together and she demanded every time I leave my ex, that I was indecisive and so on. I didn’t want to do that. We had an arrangement with my ex both of us to live our best life while being in different uni’s (we considered it healthy given that we did not experience other people). Anyway I left her and cried probably 5-6 months for her. She saw me doing that and still insisted to be together that I have to man up and so on. Tbh I was complete delulu back then after Covid and being locked down alone for 6 months in my dorm.
Not a day has passed for me thinking about my ex. Not a single day. I haven’t spoken a single bad word about her. Idk my heart is still in the day when we last spoke.
I will probably die thinking about her. But I can’t suddenly re-enter her life and say sorry forgive me when everyone knows what happened. We shared friends and so on. Pff I am thinking about it really.
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