I am at my limit
She crashed out last night, yelled at me, hit things around her, scared the cat, hit herself. All while her family was in the other room. I stood up and left the room because I was scared of what she might do to me. All because I tried to get her to talk about what she was feeling in that moment. Im leaving her house tomorrow to go back to mine and I hope she fucking misses me as much as she says she does when shes not being horrible to me. She can have her space if she wants to push me away so bad because im fucking done. I have tried so many things and now her family finally knows how bad she treats me. She's like a mine field that we have to tiptoe around. She's set off so easily. I pray and pray that these meds start working soon because I do not see a future with someone that makes me so scared.