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Im 17, my sister is 16. growing up, my parents werent the best, they fucked alot of shit up, shortest version is they did a bunch of werid (NON TOUCHING) sexual stuff, me and my sister werent in school for 3 years, we didnt go to the doctor for 4 years and we only go now if we schedule our own appointments.
Im afraid that soon my mom will hurt me or my sister. i know shes capable of it. ive seen her fight with her ex girlfriends (my parents are poly). ive seen her kick the dog.
she knows shes losing me. and that shes losing control and im setting boundries. and thats when she threw stuff at the walls or hit her exs, so im scared.
its almost summer. im going to be home alone with her all day. im going to talk back inevitably at some point, theirs only so much pretending im always in the wrong and never defending myself i can take every day b4 i talk back.
i just needed to get this out somewhere tbh, so i made an alt acc so this isnt connected to my main