I wouldn’t even count my past relationships as relationships but it’s been a while since I’ve had a singular connection with someone. That isn’t the main point of the post but that’s the context. I’m wondering primarily if it’s a sexual thing that I want to have physical contact but only with women. I just want things such as hugs or laying my head on a shoulder or just someone I can touch but I don’t feel that way towards men but it doesn’t feel homophobic or sexual preference in my head. Is there other ways to think about this or am I just wrong and I am prejudice in some sort of way? Also how do I get physical touch in a way that isn’t weird or creepy as a man?
**TL;DR; : how do I engage in physical contact to satiate my mental needs, and is it wrong that I only want it from my preferred sex.