I’ve been really nervous about my procedure and have been going back and forth on whether to keep it but I have an inkling that my body made a choice for me. I’ve had a MMC before and this feels the same. On Friday I hit 9 weeks. I had nausea the first half of the day but by evening I felt like my normal self. No nausea, didn’t have to take my b6, the tugging feeling in my uterus faded and now it’s completely gone, I’m less fatigued, boobs feel normal and my sense of smell is back to normal. I’ve heard of people losing symptoms for a couple days at a time but this seems like a pretty big shift.
Honestly, I hope this is the case because even though I believe there is nothing wrong with abortion it’s been a really hard choice for me. It feels like the right thing for me but after years of hearing family say “it’s always a blessing” etc. it’s hard to shake that. I’m also someone who has always wanted kids but the circumstances aren’t great right now. I’m not with the father and I have very little help and I don’t want to take this on alone. I guess I’m just venting. This is so hard to go through. I feel tougher than last time but it’s still so scary.