How/Should I tell my parents that I want out of the church
I have known the church isn’t true since I could read the Book of Mormon and actually comprehend it, I decided that I was officially done even considering it about 7 years ago. I’m a 19 year old male currently living with my parents waiting for my 2nd year of college to start in the fall. I have no desire to attempt to “regain a testimony” and have been actively pursuing the opposite, reading the Bible and annotating parts I find to include [unnecessary suffering](https://www.reddit.com/r/exmormon/comments/1menlk7/unnecessary\_suffering\_in\_the\_bible\_and\_book\_of/) I have no pressure to go on a mission but only because I started having seizures and was diagnosed with epilepsy 3 years ago, although it’s made life harder it’s definitely helped get me out of a lot of church things that would’ve been difficult to get out of otherwise. My problem starts recently though, I really do want to at some point tell my parents that I don’t believe in the church anymore but as I’m sure a lot of you know it’s a difficult process and recently I’ve been starting to think my parents are realizing it. They’ve been having lots more religious discussions with me where I have to pretend to still believe and have been asking me to say prayers for dinner or whatever substantially more than my other 3 younger siblings. So my question is should I tell them now or should I keep pretending while I still have to rely on the to provide me housing and food during summers and just in general.
If this changes anything, my 16 year old sister is also totally done with the church and I want to talk to my parents before she does so that she doesn’t have to have as difficult of a conversation as I will because she wouldn’t be their first kid and because she’s a woman and so that makes it harder on her too.
Any advice is appreciated thanks!