Tips for ugly crying??!
Hii. I’m getting married in exactly a month and while I’m still sorting the last bits of the wedding, my biggest worry by far is… uncontrollably sobbing during the ceremony.
When I cry it’s not cute. There's no elegant tears rolling down my cheek. It’s like someone turns on a tap I physically cannot switch off. Full sobbing, nose dripping, face swelling, can’t speak properly. It’s an ugly thing. Maybe it’s an ADHD/emotional regulation thing? I don’t know. I don’t take meds for it either.
And I’m genuinely terrified of ruining the ceremony and all the photos because my face will look like a wet raisin in every single one.
PLEASE give me tips & ideas. Toxic or not, anything’s welcome. I’ve genuinely considered taking a xannie just to emotionally detach a tiny bit and doing a little Botox to paralyze whatever happens to my face when I cry lmao. At this point I’d rather look like a ventriloquist’s dummy with a shiny forehead.
Also before anyone says “it’s okay to cry, embrace the moment 🥺” absolutely not. You people have NOT seen me cry. I do not look like a beautiful emotional bride. Everyone will be icked out including myself ughh I'm getting the ick only thinking about it.
PLSS HELP ANY IDEAS WELCOME