My heads full!
I have severe anxiety and moderate depression.
Sometimes I feel that no one truly understands me.
I can have days where I feel okay then out of nowhere I feel overwhelmed and have to leave wherever I am to cry. Today I woke up feeling okay then my mood just dipped.
I can’t even pinpoint what it is.
I have a close friend who told me I’m worth it and I’m not useless, another friend who I see as my family told me they and their family love me but why do I still feel this way?
It’s a constant battle with my mental health and feeling guilty for wanting to try and change my way of thinking. I don’t want to keep feeling anxious everyday, I want to feel okay and for that feeling to not just be replaced with sadness.
I’ve recently met someone who likes me for me, calls me beautiful everyday, we talk everyday. They’re everything I want and so much more. It’s still early days yet. I’ve not felt happy around him or talking to him then the other side of feeling like it’s good to be true turns up and tries to find reasons for something going wrong.