u/CoconutGreen8617

Every person I’ve talked to has had their jaw dropped in shock/horror at what I put up with from you. I feel embarrassed that I made excuses for so long and didn’t tell anyone about the things you were saying/doing. We didn’t even date long and the red flags I ignored from the very start keep popping up now after I’ve left. Truthfully, they were there from the beginning- I just started to peek out from behind my rose colored glasses. There were so many things you did that I tried making excuses for. I had so much genuine love and adoration for you. You saw that and instead of returning it or feeling thankful, you tried making me feel smaller on a daily-weekly basis. The way you always boasted to your friends about how much I loved you but struggled to say that you cared about me/show me any affection whatsoever proves you didn’t actually care about me or my feelings. I was so miserable for the latter of our relationship and you literally didn’t even know. You have no emotional intelligence whatsoever. You just knew that I loved you so deeply, flaws and all. The fact that I left you likely felt like a slap in your face. You couldn’t even fathom that I would walk away from us because you had no reason to doubt that I wouldn’t give you chance after chance given our past. You were planning on taking advantage of those chances for the rest of our lives if I was to stay. I gave you so many opportunities to fix what you had broken and your huge ego got in the way of that. I know for a fact you will never find another woman capable of loving you as much as I did.