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Previously to my current sp i was a MESS i was desperate i abandoned myself and even a part of me knew that these guys weren’t meant for me, now looking back im grateful the universe stopped those situations. Now with my current sp i began to repeat the same patterns however i decided to nip it in the bud. Through the 6 months of our breakup i did constant self concept and worked on myself while consistently living in the end and doing techniques. Now this self concept wasn’t to be with him but it naturally came from different conflicts and obstacles and it only helped me continue to grow.
Things with my sp were moving forward well until i was excluded at his birthday party (two days ago actually) i asked him what was up before his response i practiced being able to walk away from this desire if i needed to, and yet my intuition knew that this was done. And then i got a response from him, rejection. Yet this didn’t faze me i responded calmly and despite having practiced and been ready to walk at rejection and yet my mind and my intuition is calm, i know that it’s done and my manifestation is here. It’s honestly incredible if this had happened just a few weeks before i would’ve panicked i would’ve freaked out and yet i was completely calm. This actually just happened about an hour ago but my belief is steadfast and stubborn despite being genuinely willing to walk away for my own sake.
Well this just (very) recently happened so who knows what happens next but i have complete faith in the universe. I have been aligned to the best version of myself for a while now and consistent in my manifestations if anything this rejection/contradictory evidence feels more like proof it’s mine! its incredible because with the birthday exclusion i worked to remain calm but with the rejection i just am.
Recently i have been seeing angel numbers nonstop and for one day my feed was constant “it’s coming soon” “you are near” “signs your manifestation is closer than you think” and the next day not a single video like that on my feed and many of those videos were low likes as well some not even reaching 1k. I don’t need the external validation because despite everything i always knew we were going to get back together, now it’s as if we already are.