u/Clepoy_

So hey im a young lad, met this girl on Hinge while being in a state of sexual starvation, she's packing a SHITLOAD of weight (I haven't asked but she's easily more then 300 pounds)
But as in rn i can't think straight and need to ask someone else.
On 1 hand - my mind tell's me not to comeover and not to fuck her - because i'll feel ashamed
On the other hand - i want the confidence boost and a quick & good time with a LIVING being
So please, give me a hand
How do i bring myself to do it nicely without the mental stress? How to let go of the "human" nature of considering her attractive and just have some fun without being ashamed afterwards?