Not knowing what to do
First of all, my apologies to the mods. I didn’t read the rules and it’s fully my fault that my post got taken down from an alt account. With that said, I'm 17, male, have been questioning my gender for a couple years now and not knowing what to do. I've looked up online for advices but I just can't seem to find out why I'm feeling this way. I've always liked the more feminine aspects in me and prefers softer (?) clothing.
Does that make sense? Not literally just the men aesthetic generally being off putting to me. I've secretly bought panties before and it was really comfortable. Genuinely the most comfort l've felt wearing an underwear. Then, I tried buying some other clothes items and they all just feels so nice to wear.
Even if I want to transition, it's pretty tough. I live in a conservative country where LGBTQ+ support is rare. I'm not expecting an outright answer or anything. Just some talks will be nice. Thanks for reading this.