There are insects crawling on the floor of my room (like 5 small ants)
I have 2 flys flying around my room and there's loud buzzes because my room is fucking messy
I cussed out my roommate because he knocked at my room at 12 AM because I didn't clean the dust bin and I brought alot of shit and didn't bother to organize or put them away and I didn't say sorry after I called him a bitch and said hurtful things to him
I just sent a text to one of my roommates saying im sorry for being a shitty roommate
Im depressed and I neglect cleaning after myself and I dont feel like talking to either of them I am like this because I come from an abusive family and I am now being independent for the first time at age 21
Im just stupid but idk what to do I know im the problem