Me (24F) about a few days ago I blocked my friend who we used to hangout and smoke crystal together, but I've come to the conclusion that every time we hangout they just use me for my money and or things go sideways really fast and I get really stressed.
There have been points where I would unblock them and we'd get back together to smoke but this time I've realized I can't/don't want to do that anymore as they aren't a positive influence on me.
I'm finding it really hard as I fear I could potentially unblock them again and hangout, how do I manage this?
Apart from that I'm also just stuck in my room 24/7 isolated because I don't have any other friends that could freely hangout with me and because of said isolation I get a soul crushing loneliness feeling and get SUPER depressed. I try to distract myself like playing video games but even that doesn't entertain or help me...
I gets so bad at points where I just want to give up. I need some advice on what I should do.