This is not my first post here, but i need to vent regardless so.. I sometimes miss him. I know he was a bad person but his sweet words made it all seem better. At school im pretty much made fun of and I try to ignore it but it’s hard, i get that im a massive crybaby so i’m an easy target but sometimes the words sting pretty bad. The other day a girl from my class said that I’m nothing and that no one wants me here while being in a group project, no one defended me so it makes me thinks that she’s right. I try to cope im healthy ways like drowning myself in my favorite media like anime or cartoons but it barely helps with the sadness i feel everyday. Im trying to stay clean from any self harm but its hard.
Sorry for the rant lol!! I just need a shoulder to cry on cuz irl.. tbh i don’t really have a person i can trust ;( maybe some advice on how to handle life better xD