u/ClassWild6127

Hi! So, i've been anorexic for some time now, and it's pretty much ruined me mentally, every time i looked at myself i thought i was very fat and needed a flat stomach asap so i would try to starve myself. I knew i was already skinny and pretty but after exposure to eating disorders i changed a lot. So, i've decided I'm gonna try my absolute best to recover from this disorder and live better without many worries or insecurities about myself!!

so, i realized that for a long time already, really. I haven't even been doing this self harm stuff to cope with my emotions anymore. I just do it because im bored and nowadays i don't even try to stay clean for longer times. I used to be able to do 30+ days, now my max is probably two weeks or so. All i do now is treat this shit like a hobby or something. Even when something slightly annoys me i do it, i do some stupid stuff to myself permanently just because of something temporary.