u/Cimmanintoast

I have sensory issues that make me feel really NOT clean by regular soap, it feels like there is a thick film over my entire body when I wash with normal soap and the only thing that made me feel clean was antibacterial dove body wash but the I found out about the superbug bacteria it creates and I got scared straight off of it. Is there any natural antibacterial type of soap that isn’t actually going to make me sick eventually like that or leave me feeling not clean?? Pls help. I literally can’t make myself shower unless I FEEL clean.

Edit: I super appreciate the kind people pointing out the relation to OCD ❤️ (emphasis on the KIND, the mean comments are overall unhelpful 😞) I am considering it now thank you for your advice! Also for people who are understanding to what I’m actually asking for and giving helpful soap recommendations and hacks! That is the most helpful! Can’t thank you enough!

I’ve been on nexplanon for four years (just got it redone last year) and the arm shot two years before that and haven’t had my period since the first month of being on birth control (it was a month long then I never saw it again) now randomly I had sore irritated nipples so I got a pregnancy test it was negative, and then a day later I get spotting in my underwear with thick brown period blood (most likely from not having my period in so long) and the worse cramps I’ve ever had?!? Wtf is going on?!? I’m not doing anything differently and I’ve consistently not had it for YEARS, has this happened to anyone else? It’s been so long idek how to cope 😞 this is the worst pain and I hate being unproductive but I can’t move

My psychiatrist is out until Monday and I only have enough until Saturday what do I do, brain zaps and dizziness makes me completely useless and I won’t be able to work or think or function ;-; I called her office and they said there is nothing they can do until she comes back. It was my fault for missing my appointment yesterday, but now I’m so scared and I don’t know what to do