(21,F) my success
Hii!
To preface, a year ago I was started on Venlafaxine following a tough two month long mental break when on placement in a psych ward (panic attacks, unable to leave the house, couldn’t drive, struggling to take care of myself, feeling completely like I didn’t exist). The dose started low and now a year later I am on 300mg daily.
I am diagnosed with EUPD (2025) and C-PTSD (2023), so Venlafaxine does not change my moods, but oh my god the difference in my anxiety has been life changing for me in the best way. I can now take that step back from my anxious thoughts and rationalise my anxieties without breaking down as fast. Although I still have EUPD and C-PSTD I feel that I can at least exist without the insane levels of anxiety.
I’ve gotten myself a job that I’m enjoying and this of course comes with its own anxieties however I don’t think I would’ve been in this place without this medicine.
Since then my life has changed, leaving my uni course and going into a completely different, non patient facing career but this experience has truly taught me to put my mental health first. This medicine helps me to do that in a clearer way.
I hopped on this page when beginning because I was terrified after having been on so many SSRI’s and Antipsychotics, but this SNRI really seems to agree with me. I wanted to share my mini success in terms of my anxiety in the hopes that it might help someone else in the position I was in, it’s hard but just take everything one day at a time. 💞