u/ChunggisKhan

tried being a nice and good person and everyone took advantage of me. Tried putting myself first and everyone said I was being an asshole. nothing ever changes. I am nothing to these people at best and an inconvenience when i open my stupid chud mouth for once.

why do I bother doing anything

I cannot live with my problems but I cannot die until I have exhausted myself fighting them with every fiber of my being. until my hands and arms and skull are a gory mess of early 2000s shock humor and I cannot rage anymore. If the rage does not consume me the destruction I take upon myself in the face of it will. One does not nail themselves to a cross, it is what's done to them for resisting.

u/ChunggisKhan — 14 days ago