Growing up i was stuck with straight abysmal systems
All I ever wanted was to get a good pc at least ever since i gre past flash games
And when i finally got one just 2 years ago and by new i barely even mean good just solid for gaming and some modeling
I genuinely kinda felt empty
Yes i could get some work done but i didn't enjoy using it as a computer nearly as much as i did the craptops
I now collect and cherish every single one i can cone across they have way more to offer for me than one that just works
Idk why
Maybe im weird I am aware that one cannot possibly hold this position unless they first get to a point of peace and quiet instead of actively being at a disadvantaged position
But i just cant help but have a very high degree of appreciation for every single person that despite odds and budget tries to make things work And i just go ahead and turn it to a novelty As if going to vacation It can sound a little selfish or ignorant i know There's people out there that genuinely are actively hindered in their day to day capabilities in job entertainment or whatever they might wanna do because of bad markets in region, income and other factors and cannot just have a story of Made some money in a part time job and got a pc and now i have nostalgia for my shitty systems I know