SP journey - need guidance.
Hi guys!
I’ve been a silent reader for a while now, but I just need some guidance. To keep it simple, I’m manifesting my SP (ex), I have an internal feeling that it’s not over. He broke up with me late February, so that’s when I started. Lots of wavering and doubts but kept persistence. There was small movement here and there, but it’s not meaningful at all. I have been practicing mainly visualization and affirmations, I do genuinely believe I’m the best he can do. Outside of this, I enjoy my life and always finding ways to improve it, so basically, the world didn’t stop moving when we broke up. Anyway, he broke 1 month of NC yesterday to basically apologize for all the damage he did and that I’m the only girl he’s ever loved. He stated he’s not the man he wants to be when we were together and not now. Seemed it was basically for him to feel better, and tbh, the message set me off a bit more than expected. Had a moment of curiosity and checked his social just to find that his following went up by a lot. This did kill my vibe and I’m confused on how to approach my manifestation now. It made me sad but should I keep my affirmations of us and self concept or approach this differently? I’m trying really hard to just acknowledge the 3D but not pay mind to it, since its not aligned with what I want. Has anyone ever been through this lol ? Anyway guidance will help, thank you.