u/Choice_Band7807

Just want to vent. I’m so so sad. My toddler is not going to daycare because we have been on a waiting list and he was offered a place in August… all of his life I’ve been his primary caregiver. I was working part up to 32 weeks of pregnancy and then I went on leave.. up until 34 weeks I believe I was physically fine and could still do tons of things with him. Our bond is so so magical and he’s definitely a mommy’s boy. But the last 4 weeks have been too much on my body. I actually can’t lift him anymore. I can’t run. I can’t even sit on the floor for a long time because it’s painful. My husband has gone off work to help so so many times. He’s been very active with our toddler to help me relax and rest because he understands this is too much on my body. But I’m scared of ruining my relationship with my son. It makes me feel depressed everything is going to change :(