Aki mimi opportunities hunipita because I'm so scared someone is tryna scam me off my time or money. Heh. I can't trust anyone. Ata hawa watu wa courses ama kupeana advice sijui "let me teach you how to make money" wote hunikalia waongo. Juu best believe if i could make quick money i don't think I'd be quick to broadcast it.
How do y'all deal with this ama unafunga macho kaa mbaya mbaya?
My ex was an abu$!ve and cheating A-hole. When we broke up i was so mad at him I used his toothbrush to clean his toilet when I was picking my stuff up. We never saw each other again. Peter i hope you changed your toothbrush you sick fuck
It's a very hot Sunday and I'm bored. Teach me any skill. Educational, or fun. Drop any funfacts too.
I've talked about this before but I need to get this off my chest. This is about one friend in particular, lets call her Lyn. Tumejuana for the longest time and I really do love and care for her, however listening to her talk about her life problems is pissing me off and I'm worried I'm being such a bad friend. Now before anyone judges me, my mental health is not there 100% lol. Nasuffer from delusions, self ending thoughts, hallucinations, derealization/depersonalization episodes and extreme intrusive thoughts. All day everyday us me grounding myself because life of late feels fake, like I'm dreaming.
Everyday is a challenge on its own. Crying because my intrusive thoughts are dark and damaging, I have to keep asking my parents if something I've heard is real or not. In short, the line between sanity and insanity is blurred na I had trouble telling what's real and what not. Don't worry tho, I'm on meds and I have professional help. That's not the issue tho, the issue is with Lyn.
Its always something new but also old with her. Always the same circle of cheating boyfriends since we were 15. This current one has proved one too many times that he doesn't love her. He shows her he doesn't care but everytime he needs to sleep with her he'll start love bombing her and she'll give in. I keep warning her. This isn't our first rodeo btw. Sasa imefika mahali I'm drained, late night calls complaining about the same shit, long paragraphs about the guy and I can't handle it tbh. I'm already battling my demons. I care about her but anytime I see a text from her or an incoming call I just feel irritated. Like, I can't keep up with boy drama right now. This is also spilling to my other friends. I've been ignoring everyone because it feels like a chore. Listening feels like a chore, going out too. Everything feels like its draining everything in me and I just can't and quite frankly I do not care..
End of rant lol. Forgive any typos.