u/ChocoVix28
I understand it is a good job with great benefits, but to constantly wake up with anxiety out of my sleep pre-shift,and having to take my medication (talking with my doctor to increase my dosage) asap to calm my nerves is concerning. I love helping people within my community, but I think I am going to finish CNA, among other things as it aligns with my future goals.
I tried making it work, but it was a whole entire different beast. But I do feel like horrible, because of how old I am, and having to start over… but then again, such is life. It was better for me to figure it out now than to spiral further along.
So while I am sad about the chapter, I am feeling better due to being able to take a moment, and reset my brain.
Edit: for as long as you have I should say… please excuse the error.