My mom found this rock the other day, so I took a hammer to it and cracked it open and found this. It looks like an old ceramic pot piece to me, but I’m just not sure and curious on what the heck it is.
It’s a volcanic rock, but specifically the white bit with what looks like leaves/vines in it is what I’m wondering about
NSFW post!!
19F and 19M, were both about to be 20 in a few weeks (birthdays just a couple days apart lol)
So my boyfriend and I have been together for almost 3 years. He’s done oral on me maybe 15 times in the entire relationship, but I’ve given him head a LOT. Earlier we were showering together, and I decided to give him head and we both get a bit rough with it, but this time I ended up throwing up on him, which didn’t gross him out or upset him at all, and he told me he would eat me out to make up for it in a little bit. So we get out of the shower, I brush my teeth and then 3 hours go by. I end up saying “hey, are you forgetting something?” Lightheartedly, and he couldn’t figure out what it was, so I told him “you said you’d eat me out?” And he makes like an apologetic face and says “well, you’ve probably sweated since the shower, and I just don’t wanna go down on you now”. (Mind you, it’s night time and we’re just settled down in our room hanging out, so I’m definitely not dirty at this point, and he’s eaten me out one time after I hadn’t showered for an entire day, so I know it’s an excuse.)
He’s asleep now, has been for an hour and I’m just awake sitting here wanting to cry. I know he loves me, he’s doing everything to support me at the moment since I’m struggling to find a job after our move to a whole new state, and he’s very attentive with me, he’s just a selfish lover in bed. He finishes quickly, and doesn’t take the time to get me off so I usually have to rush to get myself to orgasm within the 5-10 minutes we have sex, so I’m not just left there unfinished. I’ve brought this up with him, and he doesn’t have an explanation for it except “I don’t know why, it’s nothing against you, my hands/jaw gets tired after a while”. I’ve even had him try to use my vibrator on me so he doesn’t have to do so much work but the vibrations bother his hands he claims, so he doesn’t do it.
He’s my first consensual physical sexual partner, and I’m his first sexual partner. I know he doesn’t have experience, but why doesn’t he listen to me when I tell him how it upsets me? It makes me feel really bad about myself and like I’m disgusting or something. Before him, I used to sext guys and sent a couple nudes, and each of them made a nasty comment about my labia. (I have an outie, or what some people call “roast beef”). My boyfriend says he loves my vagina and that it’s beautiful and not a turn off, but I just feel like if that was true, he’d pay more attention to it?
Is this something that he’ll possibly grow out of? Or am I just stuck with never being eaten out, or played with? I feel shallow and gross if I were to break up with him over sex, because in every other way he is perfect. and I know for a fact he can please me, we got drunk on Halloween year before last, and that night was the best sex I had ever had, it lasted an hour, and it was fun with different positions, and he was getting rough with me just how I like it, and we role-played since we were in costume. It was SO sexy.
Can any men please give me some insight on what might be going through his head, or effective ways I can really get through to him about this? I’m currently thinking of withholding doing oral on him, because it doesn’t feel fair that I go down on him but don’t receive it back.