I'm just curious, but do HEALTH fans even exist in South or South-East Asia? I don't think I've ever come across a fan of HEALTH who lives in South Asia / South-East Asia. Especially from my country, where people barely listen to Industrial Metal or even Metal in general. Is there anyone else out there in Asia who enjoys HEALTH, or is it just me??? 😭
I don't vent usually, but I don't know what's going to happen to me soon. Every time my parents fight, I'm the reason behind it. Yesterday, my aunt called, told my dad that he should've pushed me a little harder so that I could've studied well. And my mum, being sensitive and... I don't know, she took it to heart, started talking to my dad about my future and my brother's future as soon as he woke up, and now he's pissed. He's been crying, screaming and shouting at my brother and me, saying that it's all my fault that this happens. I mean- it is my fault, right? I should have worked harder. I should have pushed myself to the point where I was physically weak, haha... at this point, I just want to kill myself. I have a loving brother, bf and friends who support me, but... I don't know how to live anymore. I feel disgusted, ashamed, and guilty about myself. I just... want to do it. take a burden off their shoulders, you know? Last time they found out that I almost did it, he slapped me. Maybe this time he won't slap me if I actually do it :)