u/Chloe155

so not too long ago i had my 2nd appointment with Notts GIC where they gave me my diagnosis and said they would be taking over my HRT. they sent me a consent form which i promptly signed and they responded twodays later. saying they dont accept typed signatures so i quickly sent back a digitally signed form. but have not heared anything back and that was last week. i also have not heared anything from my Gp as they (nottsgic) would contact them. i also have not seen my diagnosis yet. im ust desperate for them to take over my hrt but this feels like ive just been left hanging. any advice?

So me and my ex GF (us both 19 at the time) was my first experince of true love. I used to think thoes movies about love and all crazy shit people would do was dumb but i then realised. How deeply you could love someone. I have had girlfreinds and boyfreinds before but nothing compared to it. I truly loved her and even her flaws and was willing to ignore red flags. She was very avoidant and one day randomly dumped me bevause she said she "want to sleep around and have zero commitmwnt because being with one psrson is suffocating" this utterly broke my heart and broke mw for months i had tried dating again trying to settle for less and just endes up hurting me more and i only started to truly heal after i blocked her on everything and deleted all dating apps. Started a new job learning to drive and going to the gym. I feel alot. Better but ahe always seemed so much better than me. Professional photoa taken of her all the time always perfect in every simgle one. I wish that. Ahah. But now i feel i mentaly go back to her constantly because shes my only mental stand point of true love for someone. Is it time for me to get back out there again? Im terfified to go back. I dont feel like im at my final form yet in regards to my gym progress? But i hate how ahes my only mental marker for deep love.