u/CherryCherry5

It's to the point where I actively avoid getting close to people because they just lie to me, use me up, and throw me away. When I need help or support, no one is available. I'm just supposed to give in this life I guess. Give and give of myself until there's nothing left. I couldn't do it anymore. I can't do it anymore. I need to remember that.

So, I don't get close with people. I work pretty hard at it. I don't go places, or do things. Only what's necessary. I put on my my mask and I do what needs doing. But I keep to myself otherwise. I keep everyone and everything at arms length, including family, so that it won't hurt so much later on when they leave. It's just easier this way. I need to remember that.