u/Cherry1630

I grew up in a strict Christian family so being queer was always out of the question but I started realizing I was bi once I had more friends and was allowed to go places but I’ve never dated a girl just because I’ve been too scared to or because I haven’t met someone. I’ve had friends who were queer and were super touchy and pervy and so that made me think that’s just how it was and it made me super uncomfortable so I thought maybe I’m not bi and I just think women are pretty. Whenever I think about dating someone it’s always been a women but I just haven’t met anyone or I just don’t know how to. I want to be apart of a community or friend group that I can relate to but where I live I don’t meet many people and I’m pretty introverted so that makes it hard. Now that I’ll be 18 in a couple months it feels like I’ll just never find someone I’m sure that’s probably not true but for some reason I have it in my mind that if I don’t find a partner young then it will never happen and I’m just confused and lonely.