I feel like such a shitty person.
So I have a boyfriend, but he dropped out of school for the rest of the year and is comign back next year. Only thing is.. he doesn’t text or call. Leaves me on read, pretends not to see when I ask to call, talking to another girl (mutual friend but still) while on call with me, etc. While he was gone, I’ve actually became really close with another one of my friends, who is also a boy. And I hate to say it, but.. I think I’m catching feelings for him. We text almost everyday, he’s actually funny instead of annoying (my boyfriend thinks ragebating is a sense of humor) yada yada yada. The problem is that I still love my boyfriend. I love him and his family so much and I don’t want to lose that. I don’t even know if my friend likes me back. I feel so fucking shitty for even thinking about another person, but I feel like it’s almost natural since we don’t talk. I’m probably the bad person in this story, but seriously, please help.