I found a mountain of illegal material on X and I am filled with hate.
I was scrolling through normal porn for about 3 minutes and CSAM popped up with a very specific hashtag that someone could easily type in looking for something else, I typed it in and clicked on media and holy shit X is flooded with it. I could only handle reporting like 20 accounts before my mind started to go numb then I made a NCMEC cyber tip and deactivated my account. This has been one of the worst things I have ever seen and I have seen war. When I worked in the military I saw some pretty nutty technology and I am absolutely convinced the resources are out there to track these people down, but nothing is happening. Why is nothing happening and why are these kids being hurt man.
I wont be able to sleep.
Seeing that just fills me with hate, not an intense burn but a numb, blunt, dissociative meanness.