6 months later ….
Just having a bad day today - 6 months on from breakup (4 year relationship )
No I don’t miss them ,neither do I want them back as the discard and complete disrespect was quite frankly shocking …..
We staying in sparodic contact after they wanted “space “ but after 3 months of this I pulled the plug as she was clearly not interested in getting back together and was a means of soft exit
From being together everyday and when not together we was calling /messaging each other to basically breadcrumbs overnight
Ended up with me really calling her out on her toxic behaviour and the way I was discarded as was way out of order & nothing a simple adult conversation could not have sorted
But was met distance ,silence & avoidance
Apologised for my words and behaviour but responded to with complete deflection on me
As said before do not miss them or want them back ,just an apology would be nice -but she will never reach out as her narrative now
Just hard to comprehend people who can compartmentalise stuff and sleep well at night
Well hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me
We keep moving forward -just want her to reach out just so I can give a taste of their own medicine -silence !!!