over the last 2 weeks my chronic fatigue symptoms have become noticeable worse.
however in the last few days they have worsened exponentially, from being able to walk around, to finding it hard to talk. and it’s getting worse by the hour.
i am so scared.
I believe it is compounded / rolling PEM, after I did MDMA therapy.
my mental health is horrible, and the mere existence of the looping of my thoughts is draing.
I am and have always struggled with getting PEM.
I find it incredibly difficult to work out what is going on in my body, and I very often overdo myself without knowing.
I have so much going on in my head, including an inner critic from CPTSD which is extremely draining.
I have also just done MDMA therapy which is causing a lot of things to come up.
My condition has been steadily getting worse and worse, and my scared it’ll continue because I just can’t control it. I’m trying to do as little as possible, but it’s just getting worse.
I'm looking for any advice for anyone who's done psychedelic therapy and has chronic fatigue.
I just finished a 3 month clinical MDMA therapy for
CPTSD and depression, and it was gruelling, I'm the most fatigued I've ever been.
My main issue is the processing of thoughts. The brain fog is hindering my ability to go into the feeling that arise, and I am getting so fatigued with this constant bombardment of feelings.
The PTSD also adds to it - I have a constant voice which examines and criticise every thought I have.
I have tried to do as little as possible, but I keep on burning myself out, I just need to give my brain and body a rest, but it seems impossible.
My therapists aren't helpful, and I feel super isolated, because I can't find any good advice for my situation.
I'm also feeling super isolated and want someone to talk to. I'm from 22M Australia, I'd love to talk to anyone going through similar situation.
On another note: to any specialists, do you know what the effects of MDMA are on chronic fatigue? I know the PTSD has caused an overstimulation of the nervous system, and to calm that I need to feel safe. In theory will the MDMA therapy help with that, and thus diminish the CFS?
Thanks 😊