This year has been hell. Infection after infection, so much doxycycline. Everlasting side effects but I don't know what it's caused by or why. Since my last post here it's just gotten worse. It basically feels like the air is honey it's thick to breathe. The rash is worse and my leg is partially purple half the time. I'm basically homebound because of it.
I don't even know if everything is related or if I'm over analyzing stuff but I'm so tired. I wake up in the morning and I don't even know what to do with myself because I never know if I'm gonna make it to next week.
My doctors won't investigate, they tell me to lose weight. Okay so I've made changes, moving more as best I can with this dead weight known as leg? Check. More veggies, fruit, fibre? Check. More water? Check.
Like I'm doing all the things but I'm just getting worse and I feel like my body is just throwing up all the red flags yelling for help and no one is listening. And I honestly think it's gonna kill me.
I just want my life back.