Please let me know where i can get this from. I would love to experiment with this, i have short term memory loss, cognitive decline, and anhedonia from meth and MDMA abuse
Almost 7 months clean from hardcore benzedrex and meth binges, did these binges about once a week for 2-years. About once every two weeks i have a complete mental breakdown where i get extremely irritated and have terrible brain fog. My head twitches and I become suicidal, want to smash objects and just leave society completely.
I will also add that it always ends, and i start to get more clear headed after 3-5 days.
Its happening again now, everytime i start to feel better i think that it wont happen again and it does. I am seriously concerned that this will be my life now and will not ever stop. For anyone that experienced this, when will it end.