u/Character-Rub5055

Passed bachelor in civil with about 75%. Now i am in confusion. Don't know what to do. My wish is to go abroad but i am the only son of parents and they are aged(about 65). My heart don't want to be far away from them. Don't have that much connections too. I think loksewa is the only option for me. But a lot of thought comes on my mind what if i don't crack in first attempt and took more time? Loksewa needs consistency and concentration. But i literally can't concentrate.What should i do for better focusing?