u/Chance-Goose1866

I havent been formally diagnosed yet however my doctors have basically said that i very likely am however ive been on the list for diagnosis for around 10 years. Sometimes though it just feels like im not autistic enough, i dont have a special interest im able to be friends with people and go on nights out. My main struggle is if im in a large/ loud crowd or place with no way to leave to take a break. Does anyone else feel this way and tend to invalidate themselves because of it?