Trying for a baby for over a year after a miscarriage. But after what felt like an encouraging cycle, starting my period on Mother’s Day feels cruel
I bought every mother in my circle bouquets and precious cards handmade by other women to help me cope. Seeing their happiness helps, still trying to shake the anger and irrational thoughts.
My SIL wished me a happy Mother’s Day, and I really needed that 💕 she’s a new mom to a cute baby ham and that’s helping me get through today. And I’m going to perfect my snickerdoodle recipe today, I can feel it.
Still holding back such pain. I could use a little encouragement.
Never even told my own mom about the miscarriage because how nasty she would be about it. Wish I had a real mom I could cry to.
It’ll be ok, just starting to feel like it’ll never happen, like my years of trauma left me broken. And I can do all the nice things for others forever, but it won’t heal whatever it is that’s wrong, and I’m not sure how to handle that thought.
Happy mama’s day to you all 💕💜 May your coffee be creamy and your breezes be light and floral scented