Chronic fissure, large sex toys.
I’ve been using dildos for years now. In fact I’m very fond of the large toys, larger than usual (bad dragon type stuff) and for years and years of doing it I’ve never had an issue, until my new toy. It was large. Larger than most, and while it was plenty lubed up I obviously went to hard getting it in. A few hours after I felt a few itchy spots and realized (after the next night of play) that I had a few fissures due to my idiocy.
Pretty much all of them healed within a few weeks but one, weeks later and it’s still there and has developed a crater like scar. All evidence supports that it’s chronic and honestly it’s one of the worst things I’ve had to deal with mentally.
It doesn’t hurt going to the bathroom fortunately, but I know of if I stretch it that it will cause discomfort. The problem is that these larger toys are a huge part of my sexual pleasure and it’s just a part of me.
I haven’t gone to a doctor yet so I know that there are still options on the table, but I wanted to know if anyone else have similar situations, and if their chronic fissure ever made them able to use larger toys again after treatments and time.
Basically I was hoping to hear anyone tell me that I’ll be able to use these large toys again with proper care (and medical treatment) and time.