lonely in college
19f when i chose my college tons of people said that they loved it. now that ive been here for a year i absolutely hate it. i talk to people to try and make friends, but nothing ever comes of it. i've made one friend total, and we don't even talk that much. my bestie from high school goes to the same college as me, but she has a bf and roommates that she's really close with. i tried hanging with her and her roommates but then i was the 9th wheel and only felt more lonely. i want to go to therapy but i can't really afford it, and i also can't afford to leave my college even if i wanted to. im genuinely so lonely that i might text 3 people a day, and never interact with people other than that. its making my mental health so much worse and idk what to do. should i drop out? try and transfer even if it will hurt me academically/professionaly?