u/Cautious_Plum5059

All of the years of being manipulated and used are finally over... But I can't help but miss him. I used to flinch when my phone would vibrate from a call or text from him but now I feel like I'm flinching in the silence... Why do I miss someone who hurt me? Why do I miss someone who raped and abused me? Why do I miss someone who lied and said they would never leave me and then did?