u/Cautious_Coat_3885

She was always that one friend who always talk about wanting children, planed on having them around the age of 25, bought baby clothes already for her future child. Today we we're at a public even in our town and there were a group of children and their mother in front of us at the rafle stand and I looked at her and said "I bet you can't wait for the day its you with your children" she looked at me and said "we aren't sure if we want any in the future, this shocked me as she was that one friend that always wanted to be a mum but she explained that as they are getting older her and her partner aren't sure if they want to (as she phrased) "sacrifice our life for children". it is really one of those things that "you'll change your mind" is always said to people who dont want children yet is very true for both who want and don't want children because you never know what the future brings.

(I'm on the nuvaring) I'm still in the adjustment period, I've only been on the ring since March, lately I've been feeling all over the place, im a different person through out the day, for example, I wake up feeling fine, after getting out of bed a sense of emptiness hits me, I dont wanna be with my partner anymore, I (for some odd reason) want kids out of no where, than I dont, than I just feel detached from reality like nothing is right, I LITERALLY DONT FEEL LIKE MYSELF AT.ALL, than in the evening I'm back to usual, I love my partner, I dont want children, im happy, im thrilled I feel like MYSELF.

This has been going on since last Thursday, I know this sounds insane but anyone else had a similar experience? I feel completely crazy and I hate it.