I used to distract myself from urges with games, books, sharpening my tools and wood working. Lately though, its just not very fun. I get bored playing games I used to love. I get hungry, but i cant seem to enjoy even junk food.
I think I might be depressed
Feeling alright, one day at a time.
Tomorrow im fasting, just 24 hours.
I recently started using an app blocker. Idk. Sometimes it feels like im extra tempted, knowing its blocked. Maybe ill keep it if it helps me this week.
I made so much progress, and now I seem to have lost it all.
I once went a full month of abstinence, and i felt like i could go on forever. Now its once again a daily vice.
I'm going to start posting here again, every day. I did it once, I can do it again.