u/Cautious_Actuator493

So.. i've been living with my narc parents 5 months up till now.. because i was homeless for 7 months.. 2 hours ago i went to the park with my labrador to chill.. and turns out my narc parents hacked me and invaded my private stuff.. not only that but they also sent a third to get info off me.. i know its a third because the third guy didnt really want to see me.. he told me. I didnt say anything to him.. but still.. i feel attacked! .. im considering tmr going to the woods to be homeless again... should i simply leave? My narc parents 3 years ago.. have sent kidnappers to intern me for no reason... in the asylum even the People told me.. what the hell u doin here? U sane. I dont know.. im afraid of homelessness.. ive done it before but is was NOT lovely... what should i do..? Im afriad... i dont know if to simply leave and start a new life somehow.. im having a pánick attack.. i think i screwed this up because when i noticed they hacked me i even told them.. why did u hack me? They obviously denied the act.... they typically drug me without me being sick or approving it.. what should i do? Leave? I Kinda know what i must do.. but still.. i dont have money... do ya'll think my narc parents will do something to me? So i should stay and have more prep time? Something inside me is telling me to leave.. but im scared of the bears in the woods! I've been grey rocking for 5 months and i've had no problem with my narc parents up till now... because i chilled... do yall think i should leave or stay while i prep some more? Im scared of someone kidnapping me and sending me to the asylum again and turning me into a zombie ... they love to control their children btw... the way i returned was because cops took my id when they saw me in the streets and sent me back to my narc parents. By the way.. i havent been drugged since 2 years.. and i know my narc parents hate that.. am in at risk rn? What do yall think? Should i prep some more.. or simply go homeless into the woods? I've lived in the woods and its scary but at the same time lovely.. i've seen bears they dont do anything if u dont have food.. but still.. its scary.. also.. i have no friendo because my narc parents scared them all... my narc mom one Day even told me she wants to put me in jail again! Still again.. i've been grey rocking for 5 months and nothing has happened.. yet.. until i relax...